"Believe nothing,
no matter where you read it
or who has said it,
not even if I have said it,
unless it agress with your reson
and your own common sense.

--Buddha

Mood: idunnoanymore
Listening to: Bear vs. Shark

yay it twas my birth tues. *jumps up and down*

so seriusly people hows life? *pokes* common im curious

Mood: homesick
Listening to: Supergrass-Rush Hour Soal

I miss these two pple so so much, but neither of them are talking to me. One is across the ocean and the other I don't know what. I guess I was (and still am) too stupid to understand. I wish they would say something or at least tell me if there is any chance of them ever being my friend again.

I hope everything is going amazing for everyone. tell me something new

love love love
heather

I've been so unactive here for long and now that ive finaly taken some pictures i cant get them on my laptop cuase i dont have my cable. *weeps*
I feel so much better now. Bording school is pretty awsome.
its so weird to think that im building a new life here. I never htought i could do it.
At first is was so horrible. I hated it with a passion, but now its amazing.

I hope it stays this way for a bit.
it has been so bad for awhile now
its just go to be happy again

hapy with myself and in love with life again.

i cant wait till next summer when Dede comes back and she and i will hike half the apalchen (cant spell) trail.
It always felt so fake when people said you can do anything if you set your mind to it and right now

it really feels that way.

if only i could spread wings and fly. then it would be perfect

Mood: urg

I have to leave for my Bording school tomrow at five AM. Ive managed to put evertything off to the very last second and now i have to pack everything and read three books in a day. oh well.
i think im just being over dramatic, but i cant help it.
i feel like this is the end of my life here, in this room, and in this house. and its not even the house ill miss but the woods and that garden, and the sun. it makes me hurt just thinking of leaving it all. i know how it will go. ill be here for the summers, but asides for the next four year i'll be at school and then collage and then the rest of my life.
i feel like im drinfting away from shore, but my heats still on land and with every wave i feel a string break.

away...